This is my{not} simple L I F E.
I've gone through some addictions, got over some. While I'm still struggling with others. Get to know me. <3
Ask it, bro. Leave me anything.
2AM
I can’t sleep.
Since I can’t sleep, I need everyone to send me hate, I’m starving.
Tell me I’m fat, please. Tell me terrible things so I won’t eat. Be as awful has humanly possible to me.
2AM
Why is it so much easier to hide cuts, scars, purging, and not eating from family and friends. But it’s so hard to with a boyfriend. I find myself telling him eveything, and it’s terrifying. I can’t stop being so self-destructive, but I hurt him so much.. Why did he have to make me care about something. I was better off living somewhere between life and death. He’s complicated things, he makes me eat, makes sure I don’t throw up. Kisses my scars. But regardless of that, I still want to hurt myself.
Why can’t I be normal.
How could he love me?
May252012
(Source: taylormonstro, via suicidal-screams)
May102012
Make me skin&bones: Ana's screams
I was at the edge of a breakdown. I felt it creeping up to my throat, suffocating me, making my mind full of fog and my eyes sting with tears. I wanted comfort from food, just like in the old times. It seemed like I was out of my mind, I watched myself form the outside as I quickly dressed up,…
May92012
Excuse me haters
I’m not doing this for attention. I’m not doing this for a guy. I’m not doing this for anyone but myself. So shut the fuck up and carry on with your business.
11PM
(Source: shreeikens)
April212012
tomorrow, i will stop eating so loosely.
i will no longer indulge, these binges will stop.
water will be my best friend.
tomorrow, is a new day, a new step in my weight loss.
April72012
(Source: eyesthatseeintoinfinty)
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